Its been a bz month for me. Financial year end for company, with auditors chasing after me to ask for monthly report, missing JV and supporting documents. Its all in order to ensure our company financial transparency and honesty.
But guess what?? Its time for me to audit myself as well. How far long have I tried to keep my promises...
Here comes the moment of truth..
- Never miss any of my 5 times a day prayer.Alhamdulillah..still my top priority in serving my Creator.
- Never say 5 more minutes-will not procrastinate in my work & ibadah. Unfortunately, i keep forgetting this part =(
- Be a good person & a better one the next day. Always try my best in keeping this 1=)
- Will come early to work starting tomorrow =) Going to wake up early tomorrow..hehe
- Will walk my promises. In most cases..YES i DO!!
- Will take every critics positively & change if it will make me a better person. Brainwash myself evryday in becoming a better person..
- Be sincere & take responsibility in all my actions. YupYup..
- Start to exercise at least once a week (ibadah juga menjaga badan!!huhu..) owh i miss this week (n most weeks too..aduii)!!
- Be thankful & grateful of what I have & for what I don't have. Alhamdulillah..I thank ALLAH evry single moment in my life and i pray for HIS grace & mercy upon me. Subhanallah. AllahuAkbar.
- Be able to say that I've done my best to complete all the above by the end of this year..InsyaAllah
Honestly, I would love to say that it was an easy task but the truth is it was a hard work..Im such a weak person whom easily blinded & distracted by everyday activities. But my subconscious mind won't let me become the old me!! InsyaAllah.
Ya ALLAH! Sesungguhnya aku berlindung kepada-Mu dari (hal yang) menyedihkan & menyusahkan, lemah & malas, bakhil & penakut, lilitan hutang & penindasan orang.
Amin.

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